Enjoy The Journey
"The LORD directs our steps, so why try to understand everything along the way." (Proverbs 20:24)
You won't understand everything along the way. You won't understand why this or that happened or didn't happen. But it shouldn't matter. All you need to do is enjoy the journey. Enjoy the view. Enjoy your way to the top. Those are the most important parts. It will all make sense one day.